POETIC THURSDAYS (65)

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INTERNAL CONFLICT: A POEM BY ME.

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A wave of frustration takes over me. 
Neither can I think clearly nor can I see. 
My life is at a cross road. I have to choose a path. 
But I seem to have incurred my fate's wrath. 

Why am I hesitating to come out of my shell? 
Why should I still suffer from a life miserable than hell? 
I wasted my time in my college days.
I now realize how Karma pays. 

Singing songs of sadness, surrounded by shadows of sin. 
I have reached a stage where I no longer care for a loss or win.
Time and again, I keep repeating my story. 
Misspent youth is not my moment of glory. 

I have been waging an internal war. 
Wounded in the process and experienced the scar. 
Giving up without a fight is not my cup of tea. 
A better version of myself, I promise to be. 

Learn to trust yourself says my mother. 
She rose like a Phoenix as she raised me and my brother. 
She took all the harsh criticism in her stride. 
Both of us look at her in adoration and pride. 


Yes, I will believe in me, dear mom. 
I will keep fighting for years to come. 
As I promised a better version of me.
As the time progresses, so we shall see.
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Published by aparna12

I am an avid reader. I love to travel and listening to music. Creative writing is my dream. My favorite authors are J.K. Rowling , Robin Cook, John Grisham .

19 thoughts on “POETIC THURSDAYS (65)”

  1. Wow! Dear Aparna it’s so beautful , deep and sad poem. Great work!
    Just I want to know is you are ok? Please take care my friend.
    Keep writing and shining! See you later, I’m going to sleep.
    Blessings!

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  2. Wish you all the powers to you Ma’am, sure there’s a light at the end of tunnel. Never give up, also never think of others when it’s time for you. Hugs, take care 🤗 ❤

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  3. Good 👍 Aparna 😍 your mom is your first confidence 👍. She is so much great. Take her guidance and by the grace of almighty definitely you will achieve success 👍💕. Don’t worry

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  4. Well penned, Aparna ji! The things may turn good with the conviction you have and the blessings of your mom. It’s in this context that I love the last stanza, full of hopes and inspiration. Stay blessed, always 😊😊💐💐❤️❤️

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  6. Oh my gosh how powerful Aparna! 🥰 Well girlfriend, you have made the declaration and you have vowed to be a stronger and better version of yourself. Your mother is an inspiration and a strong woman. Remain confident and be vigilant. As I have told you before, you got this! 💪🏼 Lose the losers!!! No more internal conflicts! 😍🦋🤗💖😘🌺🥰🥂

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  9. Thank you so much, dearest Elvira. You are an. Adorable friend. Your kind words mean so much to me. 😊😊😊❤❤❤

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  12. Thank you so much, dearest Kym. If optimism and inspiration ever had physical form, they would look like you. You are a wonderful friend and I am so proud to be associated with you. ❤❤❤😊😊😊😊

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  18. Oh my dear Aparna, you are so very welcome my sister girlfriend. I am so honored to be in your orbit and so proud of your accomplishments. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 I appreciate your very kind comments. They mean so much to me. Sending you lots of love, hugs and smooches! 🥰💖😘🦋🌺😊🥂

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